Deadsy

Deadsy / Commencement - 1999

1. Lake Waramaug
2. The Elements
3. Flowing Glower
4. Future Years
5. Anti-Pop
6. Cruella
7. This Goodnight
8. Sleepy Hollow
9. Mansion World
10. Le Cirque en Rose (Obsolescence)



1. Lake Waramaug


Lay awake throughout the night
today the schools so loud
and now it`s all so quiet
I plan to backlight
cause tomorrow will fly
taking off to a place
a land that`s not so far away
The boat `bove our heads
for the walk to the shore
as feelings of dread soak
the length of the oar
Connecticut hillsidessurround
the clouds soar
dazed to the signs
i think back to times when gender crossed me
There`s all those Christmas
and the once careless autumns
tho there spacebetwixt us which dissolves here
round when the fog clears
As we crept through the race
old friends would line the banks
cheering on as they played
screaming all the lovely names
then they startto file away
come dust the time of rage
the boat `bove our heads for the walk to the van
as luncheon awaits us
while all the girls tan
and social engagements commence by the sand

now our days complete
faced defeat
but felt the cool breeze
follow our dreams hold the lake in such dear regards
against the bestwe busted
but the justice came when the bow touched.



2. The Elements


Through the mind we fleethe space
as the shadows choose the place
Tho afraid my sleeper must awake
so i`ve used up all & left this time
Stations
toward where we`re falling
Faces
Glowing blue eyes upon me
waste us
make us live
`till death light upon me
turn around & beg thier brown
I`ve found mytrue calling
Well beyond the mortal plane
lies the place where ones life can be exchanged
No More more conscience
no more pain
The now the Past
the Future stay the same
At the Station
towards where we`re falling
Theres Faces
Glowing Blue eyesupon me
Taste us
or make us slaves
`till Death light upon me
we`ll show theworld exist without the Day
while the tall one tries convincing us to stay



3. Flowing Glower


Now you know
Placeswhere i live
when i couldn`t grow
downward you`ll soon drift
on theSail-less Boat
Nothing left to give
all i see is throat
Flowing Glower
Witless Knower
Seedless Sower
If its all a lie
will you realize?
Right before we die
My soul leads tothe wrong
Changeling of the Night
Now that i bleed a song
Surely Face our Fright
Sad with my face so long
I have this new sight:
Flowing Glower
Witless knower
Five steps lower
If i tell lie
willyou realize?
Numb the Pain
way high & real Low
Now it feels the same
Have Loveor feel so
Hollowed out with shame
Hoping to see the Day
with my brand new name
Flowing Glower
Seedless Sower
Im Bi-Polar
If i die tonight
Will you be alright?
Then in time you`ll find
thirst becomes boring
Rest your heart and mind
Now that we`re soaring
Over space and time
Done with exploring
All you are is Blind
Flowing Glower
Ruthless Flower
Breathless Blower
If its all a lie
Will you realize
Seek you shall find
Everythinginside
Read between the lines
I`ll show you the light
Here in the Afterlife!



4. Future Years


A morbid Beauty
Glowsin resonation
Murcurial signs they read
make real our minds
true fascinations
For now we`re rollin
And kinda Golden
We`re old when our poor souls decard
We`re as cold cruel jokes
now make you cry
one day you`ll take them inyour stride
All of the time we`re resided here
You`ll see our chalices rise
with everendless tears
and illusions they fly
but someday soon will clear
just sit back &recline
I`ll guide you through the years
Through the future years
as they`ll soon appear
someday all too near
now the distance clears
Bad ways which rule all the ways we go
Through black & the Gloom
Consecutive days
& plain afternoons
the things in life
they passthe time
while those all around are bored
tho we-come down in real demise
trek through all of the feelings with notears in eyes
kept fear veiled so it hides
lifes never forced or dry
so theres nothingin side me
I just seem alive
To the future years
as they`ll soon appear
dressed in slacks as we will
so its stars they stear
Just tie a silk sheet round your neck
& twist it till your face turnscherry red
all of the time that we`ve resided here
see our chalice rise
with neverendless tears
& illusions they fly
but someday soon will clear
just sit back & recline
I`ll guide you through the years
"I`llguide you through the Years"



5. Anti-Pop


I reach between the mind andburn
You`ve got alot to learn
you believe everything you hear
you guys will believe everything you hear
I try to tell you something new
but you dont wanna listen to it
doanything i got to do
your not just the way to be
everytime i see that little face
I know that your going no place
And nowyou want to learn why
you hear the lies between the groove
Now we want to show you something new
But we dont waste our time either
Just give it just a listen to
wake up your mind
You wanna be someone
right here in the U.S.A
went out bought a gun
and blow the world away
you`ve got the situation
you dont know what to do
you want to start again
but who do you listen to
If you want to be someone
right here in the U.S.A
went out & bought agun
& blow the world away
You want to see the things believe your mind says
its our right to die
with nothing in the way




6. Cruella


How the story rolls
Magic Stars histories told
a Glory hold
Which through gaze her eyes ofGold
those veins run cold
histories wife evades the soul
scaring to fro
tearing through the snow
as she makes her darling coat
hoarding all the shoals
now her evil heighnessrose
kinda like Shakspearean prose
without the rose
avid as she sows
Cruella grows
Horace Casper stole
so let theHorror flow
Black whited hair
elegantly gone to pray
a boney flare
whichchristened cruel with creepy grace
always smote the air
circling one her shepard face
in her head which filled the space
was the one delicious taste
as she hangs her face
nothing frees her star embrace
as the biggest mistake
that cruel ever made
was when she left her cave
started to rave
as the love for her face
our feelings won`t change
so my darling Cruella
we seep through the grate
In her cold lair
Lovliest rare
Brighten you soon will
& this elagantly haunting is so fair
Theres no reason to part from hercold lair
she has all of the lovliest & rare
things which frighten at first
but she`ll soon wear
& this elagantly lovliness is so fair
shes a regional spark from this nowhere
taking strolls through the dark by themoons glare
as she listens for barks in the night air
always searching for marks on thewhite hair
shes a regional spark from this nowhere
Cruel your so fair




7. This Goodnight


Cast in other grey
trapped inhyperspace
motionless we stay
still we climb these ceilings,walls trees
we can`t stop clinging on our knees
wont so gently we fly by
farfrom the sunlight
dreaming of green skies
burning with hindsight
eerie with mean eyes
solice the moontide
this doesnt feel nice
burns like the light
now i came to realize
on this goodnight
Frozen in a lake, mystic covered space
all true thoughts erase
this will soon be over, old and new
your the four leaf clover that guides me through
look at this new size, gross and divine, now i finally realized, all that ismine
so we´ll keep on breeding this huge woe
because our wombs quit healing long ago

now you sit on your throne, smaller yes you have grown
used to be close to home
now you feel all alone, now you sit on your thrown
smaller yet, you have grown
used to be, close to home
now you feel all alone, nothing left to call your own
feeling pains you`ve never known
take your skin dear, leave the bones
now you feel real, all alone



8. Sleepy Hollow


Jonathan Davis:
Came to see him
for you only might find
gone take my lay
for you and I will find
Form to see my fates
I cannot ever find
Places I care for
nothing in mymind
Bring me not far enough
all lurking you´ll find
placing not far
you´re every single mind
So fine can
only for you and me will find
basis all for me
Can you leave my mind
Bracing my fall
My every single place
your love traveled far
some laying with my fates
Place some never far
you´re everything around
You say I´m a love
and be mine every way
Elijah Blue:
Under the sand,
through the land.
Find all I can...
and form a clan...
that teaches to laugh,
Tears the past...
laughs at the rest,
teach the best,
defeats the rest,
forms the test.
We passed all the tests.

Jonathan Davis:
Inside...
Evil in my Mind...



9. Mansion World


once upon and once up high
adandy dream what means to die
things to come as life goes by
the core unevenequation
tetragram presents a sign
a sign to save your eyes
turn around, i´d like to know you

every where and every why
the answer lay beyond the sky
passed through the seven satellites
passed on in a place we go to
i learn to read, to rhyme, to count your primes an earthly education
climb the tree in life and hope to find the mid-space

on a mansion world the roles reverse
a slave becomes a master
on a mansion world the souls converse
and life moves a little faster
we unify in universe to arrive in the ever-after
in a mansion world i might like to know you

now and then it comes to mind
i draw upon a long lost time
(so don´t ask me why the angels won´t cry cause you know what i´ve already told you)
memories of urantia girls
they race around my brain in swirls
(so don´task me why the change is in the sky when how much you go through)
and now you´re off
your time to die
prepare for divine invasion
as the spiritcries morontia minds ascend on the cosmic nation

in urantia, girl, everything´s below you

once upon and once up high
a dandy dream what means to die



10. Le Cirque en Rose (Obsolescence)


once far away through adimension adjacent the day
transcending as youth surrounds
one more try to hypnotize
a true life suspension but to always remain
in league with poseidon
another chance to undermine
as the dead rose the signs come alive
we´ll seehow low birds can fly crystalline
come sign away you can leave your words behind
but like the winds will passyou by
fill your days with blandness
but now has come the time
to defame and yield the blind
but now the futureminds
a new regime that moves to constantine
le cirque en rose
so grand we stroll through life
never quit rain or shine
never question what´s inside
till the last of time
so go fly away to that special place


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