1. Dead
All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
It seems funny to me
How fucked things can be
Everytime I get ahead
I feel more dead
2. Falling Away From Me
Hey, Iīm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You flirt with suicide
Sometimes, thatīs ok
Hear what others say
Iīm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me
Day, is here fading
Thatīs when, I would say
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kill the pain
I can always say
īItīs gonna be better tomorrowī
Falling away from me
Falling away from meBeating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground(falling away from me)
Itīs spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Itīs lost and canīt be found
(falling away from me)
Itīs spinning round and round
(falling away from me)
Slow it downBeating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the groundPressuring me, they wonīt goaway
So I pray, go awayItīs falling away from meBeating me down
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
Screamings of sound
Beating me, beating me
Down, down
Into the ground
3. Trash
How did it start?
Well I donīt know
I just feel the craving
I see flesh and it smells fresh
and itīs just there for the taking
These little girls,
they make me feel so goddam exhilerated
I fill them up, I canīt give it up
The pain, Iīm just erasingI tell my lies, and I despise
every second Iīm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?Your feelings
I canīt help but rape them
Iīm sorry, I donīt feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
Iīm sorry, I just throw you awayI donīt know why Iīm so fuckingcold
I donīt know why its hurts me
All I wanna is get with you
and make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it awayI tell my lies, and I despise
every second Iīm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I canīt help but rape them
Iīm sorry, I donīt feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
Iīm sorry, I just throw you awayI tell my lies, and I despise
every second Iīm with you
So I run away
and you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?Your feelings
I canīt help but rape them
Iīm sorry, I donīt feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
Iīm sorry, I just throw you awayJust throw you away
4. 4 U
This shit right here is for you
All your faces I can see
You all think itīs about me
Iīm about to break, this is my fate
Am I still damned to a life,
of misery and hate?
You will never know
What Iīd do for you
What you are
Got me through
Iīd do it for you
I could have, never lived
If it wasnīt, for you
5. Beg For Me
Everyone is looking at me
I canīt get out of bed
There is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when I hit the stage
It is gone and I am freeGoddam you say youīll get up forme
Youīre the crowd, come on give it back to me
You wonīt beg for me, beg for me, beg for meGoddam you say youīll get upwith me
Youīre the crowd, come on give it back to me
You wonīt beg for me, be there for me, beg for meTell me, how could this fade?
I am going in insane
And I could not have my pain
Everyone please let me be
īCause when I hit the stage
And itīs gone and I am freeGoddam you say youīll get upwith me
Youīre the crowd, come on give it back to me
You wonīt beg for me, beg for me, beg for meGoddam you say youīll get upwith me
Youīre the crowd, come on give it back to me
You wonīt beg for me, be there for me, beg for meI feel the shame
Iīm not insane
The things I feel now
Arent the same
Who gives a fuck,
if my life sucks?
I just know one thing
I wonīt give upEveryone just let me beGoddam you say youīll get upwith me
Youīre the crowd, come on give it back to me
You wonīt beg for me, beg for me, beg for meGoddam you say youīll get upwith me
Youīre the crowd, come on give it back to me
You wonīt beg for me, be there for me, beg for meBe there, for me
6. Make Me Bad
I am watching the rise and fallof my salvation
Thereīs so much much shit around me
Such a lack of compassionI thought it would be fun andgames
(it would be fun and games)
Instead itīs all the same
(itīs all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel sickness
In YouI feel the reason, as itīsleaving me
No, not again
Itīs quite deceiving, as Iīm feeling
The flesh made me badAll I do is look for you
And when I fix you
Needed to, just to get some sort of attention
AttentionWhat does it mean to you
For me, itīs somthing I just do
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in youI feel the reason, as itīsleaving me
No, not again
Itīs quite deceiving, as Iīm feeling
The flesh made me bad
7. Itīs Gonna Go Away
Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this badcold
And I got a life, I live it up
I live it up(Itīs gonna go away)I donīt want this to go away
(go away)
Iīm so scared
(oh so scared)
I canīt think of going on
We all crumble
We crumble under pressure
(pressure)
Pressure
(pressure)(Itīs gonna go away).... go live it up
Weīre livin it up
8. Wake Up
Wake the fuck up!Each day, more frightening
All of us wanna die
The pressureīs tightening
I donīt even want to tryShould I take all the stupidbullshit
What makes them think they can get away with it?
Im not happy
I wish theyīd just...Wake the fuck up!I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Letīs just take the stage
And remember why we play forNo more fighting!
I swear Iīm gonna leave
Talking shit to spite me
I wish theyīd just..Wake the fuck up!I can take no more
What are we fighting for?
You are my brothers
Each one I would die for
Please just let it go
All our heads are blown
Letīs just take the stage
And remember why we play forRemember why we play for
9. Am I Going Crazy?
Am I going crazy?
Come on, and say in taste
Am I too lost, to face it?
And what will it cost
To escape?
Nothing is right
Iīm so scared
10. Hey Daddy
Let me see (let me see)
All my life has been (taken) taken
This demon (haunts me) haunts me
They are hating me
Help meYou fuck me up
Iīm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without them Hey Daddy
They are taking me
Away
By biting
Facing me (what soul)
My soul
Theyīre eating
Please help meYou fuck me up
Iīm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without themThey say this thing inside me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
Iīm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
But Iīm not gonna listenYou fuck me up
Iīm gagged and bound
You pick me up
When I am down
I cannot live without them
I do not live without themHey daddy
(waiting)
11. Somebody Someone
I canīt stand to let you win
Iīm just watching you
And I donīt know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all that you hide
Thought you my friend
Seems it never endsI need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for meGiving you with this and that
Giving gave nothing back
Itīs all related to
All the things I do
Feeling like a fool inside
Seeing all the things you tried
I am nothingI need somebody, someone
Can somebody help me?
All I need is some pain
Not just for meI look, a sign
I need someone
Inside, to help me out
With what
Im trying
Iīm crying
Iīm frying
In a pile of
Shit
Iīm dying
Iīm dyingI need somebody, somebody,somebody, someone
I need somebody, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone
12. No Way
Lately things wonīt go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothingSo I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like Iīm God
Feeling is no waySo Iīm angry for today
Angerīs the only thing Iīve made
It feels like something
No itīs nothingSo I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like Iīm God
Feeling is no wayTo live this way
Hating, feeling, falling
To the place where people haunt me
I canīt help but give up
Falling to the place where people know me
I canīt wait
To give them these feelings of hating
Keeping in side me
For all to take
Picking at me
Theyīre ripping at me
Ripping at meSo I came too far
To end up this way
Feeling like Iīm God
Feeling is no wayTo live this way
13. Letīs Get This Party Started
When itīs crying
Take me on second place
Which you donīt often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of
Being somewhere else in time
So I fall face down
In a rut
I canīt seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I hadSometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesnīt matter
Each time I wake
Iīm somehow feeling the truth
I canīt handleLetīs get this party started
Iīm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Letīs get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself signTime is ticking
It makes me feel content
With what I have inside
Constant paranoia
Surrounds me
Everyone I see
Is out to get meSo I fall down
In a rut
I canīt seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings I hadSometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesnīt matter
Each time I wake
Iīm somehow feeling the truth
I canīt handleLetīs get this party started
Iīm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Letīs get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself signYou make me feel insaneSometimes I wish
I could be strong like you
It doesnīt matter
Each time I wake
Iīm somehow feeling the truth
I canīt handleLetīs get this party started
Iīm sick of begging you
You make me feel insane
Which I did to you
Letīs get this party started
You make me feel insane
I want to be the one
To make myself sign
14. I Wish You Could Be Me
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how shit got the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe
Why should I complain?
At least it helps my pain
I am very cool now
And itīs gossip ībout my fame
I am going insane
This shit is all of a pain
I cannot maintain
As the shit gnaws at my brain
I wish you could be me
And then the shit would see
How tired I am
And how you get the best of me
At least you could look at me
While you are ripping me
You fuckin pussy
15. Counting
I came back
To face whatīs growing in my head
Please get away from me
Take advantage of what I feel
Yes you do
One day youīll beg for meSo Iīm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As Iīm scheming all my fate
You will be there countingYou just see me as something youthrow around
You were there for me
Beating down to the ground
Yes it always seems
You take more from meSo Iīm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As Iīm scheming all my fate
You will be there countingItīs funny how weīve juststarted
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun and the gamesItīs funny how weīve juststarted
They get the money for the things on you
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame
I only do it for the fun
Thatīs my gameSo Iīm saying nothing
Each day taking that much more
As Iīm scheming all my fate
You will be there counting
16. Dirty
Keep knocking
Noones there
Pouring down
Near peopleMy head
By myself
All alone
Ripping my hair out
I hurt so bad inside
At least you can see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh againKeep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isnīt quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
DirtyMy head
By myself
All alone
Ripping my hair out
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through in my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh againIīll die again
Iīll die again
Iīll wilt again
Into you
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuckYou dirty little fuck
I will take itI hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see
The world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again
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