1. Suffocate
I feel nothing
Longing for something
Lie in bed to take your clothes off
Show me what youre made of
Just to soothe me
All alone
Leave me here Iīm dying
All alone
Just kicked me in my face
All alone
All alone and crying
All alone
I suffocate
Iīm not gifted
Slightly twisted
Try hard try hard
To see if I can push you any further
Just to soothe me
All alone
Leave me here Iīm dying
All alone
Just kicked me in my face
All alone
All alone and crying
All alone
I suffocate
Please believe youīll save me, rearrange me
I can feel your feelings running through me
Take away my sorrow my tomorrow
Heal me
All alone
Leave me here Iīm dying
All alone
Just kicked me in my face
All alone
All alone and crying
All alone
I suffocate
Iīm suffocating
SUFFOCATE come suffocate
2. Just Go
Iīm kinda numb
Its so distorted
You left me here with this damage that youīve caused
My tortured faces
Ive fucked up places
In my memories none of them Iīve lost, but...
I havenīt been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything thatīs beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.
Itīs kinda sick
I feel so dirty
Iīm kinda tragic kinda insecure
But I know that Iīm the only
One that can fix whateverīs wrong Iīm sure, but...
I havenīt been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything thatīs beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.
I feel so alone
From all Iīve become
Iīll take you down
Iīll feel so down
Iīm water while you drown
Youīre lifted while Iīm down
Iīm cancer in your womb
Iīm the needle in your spoon, but...
I havenīt been here long enough to know
Everytime I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything thatīs beautiful
I wish that this would just go, go.
Just
Just
Just
Just go
Go
Go
All these fucking lies
All your fucking lies
3. Me
I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
I guess my mother never loved my dad
And now I wear it on my sleeve
My sister called me just the other day
It felt so good to hear her voice
My problem is I donīt have much to say
I guess she doesnīt have a choice, and Iīm sorry
Look at me Iīm so pathetic
I canīt believe Iīm just an addict
Iīve never needed anyone to help me
Iīm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from my...
My mothers always tried to change herself
She never learned to let things be
She doesnīt know how bad she messed me up
īCause now she seems so fake to me but I love her
Look at me Iīm so pathetic
I canīt believe Iīm just an addict
Iīve never needed anyone to help me
Iīm begging you to please come save me from myself, save me from myself
If you push me then I wonīt fall
Iīve been programmed to take it all
And shove it way down inside
Like my father
Iīm so pathetic
I canīt believe Iīm just an addict
Iīve never needed anyone to help me (Iīm failing it)
Iīm begging you to please come save me from myself
I hear you talk about your family life
I wish I knew just what that means
4. Raw
AW
The pictures left with me wonīt fade
These images affect me every day
Cause of you I feel I dont deserve
The life I see in her
Just donīt leave me
RAW
Inside Iīm so cold
Inside Iīm so cold
RAW
Iīve never been someone who knows
My choices haunt me everywhere I go
Finally did something right for myself
My life to you no one else
Just donīt leave me
RAW
Inside Iīm so cold
Inside Iīm so cold
Iīm so cold
I feel so cold
I CANīT TAKE THIS
RAW
I feel so...
Inside Iīm so cold
Inside Iīm so cold
RAW
I feel so
RAW
5. Mudshovel
You take away
I feel the same
You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again
Cause you canīt feel my ANGER
You canīt feel my pain
You canīt feel my torment
Driving me insane
I canīt fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You canīt take away
Make me whole again
I feel betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart
With the brutal things you say
I canīt deal with shit anymore
I just look away
Cause you canīt feel my ANGER
You canīt feel my pain
You canīt feel my torment
Driving me insane
I canīt fight these feelings they bring only pain
You canīt take away
Make me whole again
Mudshovel
You take away
I feel the same
All these promises
You promised only pain
If you take away
And leave me with nothing again
īCause you canīt feel my ANGER
You canīt feel my pain
You canīt feel my torment
Driving me insane
I canīt fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You canīt take away
Make me whole again
You will feel my anger
You will feel my pain
You will feel my torment
Driving you insane
I canīt fight these feelings they will bring you pain
You wonīt take away
Iīll be whole again
Mudshovel
6. Home
I force myself through another day
Cant explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I canīt accept this all because of you
Iīve had to walk away
From everything
Iīm afraid to be alone
Afraid youīll leave me when Iīm gone
Iīm afraid to come back home
Another sleepless night again
Hotel rooms my only friend
And friends like that just donīt add up
To anything
And I try so hard to be everything
That I should never take away from you again
īCause I heard ya say
Iīm afraid to be alone
Afraid youīll leave me when Iīm gone
Iīm afraid to come back home
I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with...
Iīll live through this
I canīt see through this
I canīt do this anymore
Iīm afraid to be alone
Afraid youīll leave me when Iīm gone
Iīm afraid to come back home
Afraid youīll leave me when Iīm gone
I just wish I was back home
Home
7. A Flat
Trust In me cant trust Iīm the whore I donīt believe it
All my life so scarred what for who you canīt conceive it
Everything you fear Ill be here you couldnīt live it
I whisper in your ear so loud, why canīt you hear it
Iīm OK
All my faith is gone you think I couldnīt find it
Pieces falling down shattered now get behind it
In my mind alone, Lost in here Iīm separated
Crawl deeper in my hole safe in here from what I hated
All the demons in my head wonīt leave me
I know I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Dont show canīt believe it
Want to show that Iīm good for something
I canīt you wonīt let me
Are you running cause your words wonīt heal me
Because you canīt accept me
And I hate myself
And I hate my face
And I hate my world
And I hate my ways
And I
And I
And I
IīM NOT OK!
Iīm OK
Trust In me cant trust Iīm the whore I donīt believe in
All my life so scarred what for who you canīt conceive it
Everything you fear Ill be here you couldnīt live it
I whisper in your ear why canīt you feel it
All the demons in my head wonīt leave me
I know I can hear them
All the sacrifices made for nothing
Dont show canīt believe in
Want to show that Iīm good for something
I canīt you wonīt let me
Are you running cause your words wonīt heal me
Because you canīt accept me
I donīt believe it
8. Crawl
Iīm so lonely
Youīre so beautiful
Not the only
One thatīs pitiful
Scratched and torn I lay here in pieces
Craving all of your deadly vices
Like to think that Iīm not addicted
But I guess I wear it well
And I crawl
While you spit
And I crawl
Through you
Here I am now
Not a lot has changed
Nothingī better
Everythingīs the same
Late at night I can hear your voices
Talking shit about all my choices
You would think youīve known me forever
Just because you know my name
And I crawl
While you spit
And I crawl
Through you
Everything falls apart
Everything...
Everything falls apart
Everything
And I crawl
While you spit
And I crawl
Through
9. Spleen
Cant breathe!
Shut up
I feel I give everything to you
Cant breathe!
Shut up
I think theres nothing left to do
Cant breathe!
Shut up
I donīt like today, take it all away
Just like what you say - I donīt want you
Kinda like the way, everything is gray
Just like what you say - I donīt need you
I donīt look like you, do the things you do
But Iīm fucked up too - I donīt need you
Cant breathe!
Shut up
I feel you are whats changed my soul
Cant breathe!
Shut up
I think Iīll never lose control
Cant breathe!
Shut up
I donīt like today, take it all away
Just like what you say - I donīt want you
Kinda like the way, everything is gray
Just like what you say - I donīt need you
I donīt look like you, do the things you do
But Iīm fucked up too - I donīt need you
I donīt understand it
Youre killing this planet
The scabs on your face
Its a fucking disgrace
I blame you
I blame you
Cant breathe!
Shut up
Iīm donīt like today, take it all away (shut up)
Just like what you say - I donīt want you (shut up)
Kinda like the way, everything is gray (shut up)
Just like what you say - I donīt need you (shut up)
I donīt look like you, do the things you do (shut up)
But Iīm fucked up too - I donīt need you (shut up)
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