1. Poop Loser
Your a mother fuckinŽ piece of shit and youŽll never amount to nothing. A fuckin piece of shit and youŽll never amount to nothing.
2. Seed
Fall down
Cant pick myself up off the ground
Head down
I see catastrophy
And its right in front of me
Mother father please donŽt make me choose between you
I love both of you
Mother please, all i want to be is just little me
Father please, all i want to be is your son
No fair
Trespass the tiny mind of a child
Despair
In my world surrounds me
Its immersed me
Rips right through me
Remember
The day they told me-im so scared
Suffer
My wounds not healing
Mother please, all i want to be is just little me
Father please, all i want to be is your son
Sometimes
In dark my mind will roam
To a time
I spent alone as a child, as a small boy
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
I died that day
All i want to say
Mother please, all i want to be is a little deep inside of you
Father please, all i want to be is a little me back inside of you
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck!
3. Cultivate
Got the disease in my mind that chaos runs through in you
Guilty toys for your insides
Just plead and iŽll conduct you
Believe in me, iŽm the juice
Recieve from me the hand of truth
In still your trust iŽll take you there
I penetrate and run through
Feel it so warm
Branded forearm
Synthetic high that drains you
Accelerated poles
Blood rush through
Branded forearm
Mudvayne returned
Inner mutiny lost tranquility
Broken people fixed again plumming christened with disorder
?? took a spell to possess you
You embrace me for the high
Unfocused black swells as you die
Inner icon solicits sympathy
Depated being struggles so desperatly
Im so outside myself
Breathless body betrays my cry for help
Rest in earth,
Rest in peace
Await rebirth as i roll up my sleeve feel
Roll up my fuckin sleeve
It so warm
Branded forearm
Masticate you as i cultivate through
YouŽre life i loathe,
Motherfucker!
Scrambled being your impressions leaking
Sins been bastoned in you
Do what I do just to see through you
Your life is death now
Consequenses been plowed under earth
Ashes to ashes dust to dust
Want you dead so much
4. Some Assembly Required
Holy god man
Well wont you lend me insight
To your counterfeited tyranny
Mouth full of Christian view
Thou hath to be blind
Ends so plain to me
Out of body and beside myself
Sold out ministry
Holy god man
HowŽs wealth and the brood
Mislayed mind IŽm in
From deceit that you induce
Descend to knees of lust
His holiness been brought
Imperils rise distinguished lies
God fall
All rise
Behold the heaven sent an angel to deprive
Your law
All lies
God fall
Baptized in dust is your soul
Holy god man
Im losing patience with you
Your sacreligious spellsin mind
Confusion walks in front of you
Your miracles have deceased
Unpretnetious familyŽs plead
Please heal our boy
Save our boy
All the false things your preach
Are all the fuckin things youŽve taken from me
What goes around comes back to you
5. I.D.I.O.T.
Through my skin you climb,
to my eyes
i say goodbye
now that youŽre on the inside
blinded eyes in front of you hide
fucked with me
I was an idiot
you fucked with me
and i havent done shit
all about everything that im against so fuck this i dont need your shit
life is pain and pain is my life
life is pain and pain is my life
in your mind I was just a novelty
so does this define how you feel towards me
do unto me what has been done to
you feed off the pain thats been reproduced
fucked with me
i was an idiot
fucked with me
and i didnt do shit i fuckin hurt so bad now,
so i think iŽll just lie down...
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, so dont believe in me
pain pain go away, come again some other day
pain pain go away,
dont need this mother fuckin shit, now anyway
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, so dont believe in me
life is pain and pain is my life
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, dont believe in me
6. Central Disposal
My perspective on life is pain
Sponge textured soul so porous i cant drain
I just absorb violations of the pledge
You swore to me your perjury
Detours the life of my child
Chicanery from you for me violates natural instincts in you
Dissolve does the sibling
Artificial sympathy
You braid the noose you hang me in guilt your guilt
You blame me septen up the empathy
Broken lover in your head
Mental material mother she left and dead
Glacial feeling inherited
Pathetic mode of principle
Now i see the industry where you belong is killing
My deception in life was you
You bring all the pain that im used to
Double vision is my view
Conditions that tear right through my mind pain...
In my head i harness
It keeps my faith frigid love..
In my body doesnt breathe hate..
dont know how much i fuckin hate you
Look what youŽve done to me
You wonŽt leave me alone
Come back
No no no
7. Coal
my soul simply wont bleed
coal blackened walls surround my scene
hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
forfeited courage keeps me in need
and i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
my soul attacked itŽs innocence deaf and dumb
i cant hear the shit been preached to me
losses i cound, you rip through from my mind
and take my thoughts from me
my mind, my space inside im lost replaced bliss with catastrophy
heaven sends to you the seed my mind recieves and accepts deceit
my acceptence sometimes disturbing
my appearence shows no sympathy
me in this state of mind my balance off balance but i push through this dark
time i lay awake at night my body trembles
wrapped with vines
each tie that binds represents another
dream demise
oh fuck i need a handle in my life
I know that there is no esacape for me
This sweating i dont mind
Just fused with insanity
dark time i lay awake at night my body trembles
wrapped with vines
each tie that binds represents another
dream demise
oh fuck i need a handle in my life
...in my life
my soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
hardened, callous ive been stung by bees
forfeited courage keeps me in need
my soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
my life is meaningless now is it you that i thank
8. Fear
mr p. you have that funni little acidy taste in the back of
your throat like that uh huh you can taste it you know what
that is uh fear
fear is an emotion inside us
deeper growing my deaths content
eating away our insides
watching themselves and they step out of skin
so darkness it surrounds the being
memories ressurected of pain
remembered what ??
were reminded then
of a the fear thats inside us and weŽll give in today
fear
fuk you
fear
its inside you
why am i here because you invited me
i cant help for your insecurity
you cant hide it from me cause im inside of you
i took it from you because your a freak show
i mend my soul without reason
patiently concience restrained
my life feels so nice
it seems my darkness disguised entity
shrouded in lifetimes of misery
turned and it swells in my fate
repeated what?
disregarded then
of the visions in my mind reflected mistake
fear
fuk you
fear
its inside you
why am i here because you invited me
i cant help for your insecurity
you cant hide it from me cause im inside of you
i took it from you because your a freak show
why?
hostile manner thats my fear
sets back in my body goodnight
relayed needles
now floating feeling with soul striped from rine
wrapping dead bodies accending
vision restored to my eyes
confidence what
through defiance why
ive just now lifted from dead soiled time
fear
fuk you
fear
im inside you
my hand upon you
your life gets a clue im finished
why am i here because you invited me
i cant help for your insecurity
you cant hide it from me cause im inside of you
i took it from you because your a freak show
fear its violent
sleeping inside me
cry out just cant sickness inside me
sickness full of weakness in motion
please let me free now get out of me
fear
fear
fear
fear
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